Dear his friend, Y chan .

On Xmas - NewYear of 2019, 

I tried to go to TIEC

- because he posted like 

He is in Japan🇯🇵, Not Russia🇷🇺

but I did not go.

Because if his words was true, 

I loose his trust and I will never forgive myself who doubted him even once

私が真実を知ってから、まだ一度も話し合いすらできていません。

彼は私にとって初めてできた彼で、唯一の家族みたいな人で、２年間、全身全霊で１００%信頼していました。

I “never” stalk him.

EVERYTHING is his lie.

I was just his partner for 2 years.

And he is my first love and first family, first partner of my life.

But he got angry at me without any reason 3/21 2021, so before his graduation

After very long time, 

I knew that “顔慈慧” さん came to his room since 3/24 2021 .

It was just his convenience and

No way…….,,,,, he had one more another partner in the

We couldn’t spend count down and Xmas 2019

Because he went to Russia to meet his family and mother

And I spent my Xmas and Count down at home alone, and I made hand craft and hand made New year’s gift for Victor san at home

( I definitely did not meet other boy for 2 years, because I did not wanted make him sad . 

even on Xmas and New year, I did not join to other party )

But,

He went to Russia on our Xmas and Count down was a lie.

He had one more another partner and he was together with Gan-Jie san at Xmas party with friends.

I never doubted him even once for 2 years and, I never even thought about truth like this.

Because he said 

“ I am single “

Clearly

when we started our relationship and talked about relationship.

I knew his truth is 2021, 5月。

He got angry at me without any reason was 2021, 3月。

I sent friend request to you and his close friend in 3月,

Because I did not know his truth and I couldn’t understand his strange mood and

His sudden changing of mood and attitude to me.

- refused all of talking and meeting suddenly before 3/24.

We celebrated our anniversary and White-Day (3/14) , and we were talking and planning to meet on his graduation ceremony.

I made cookies and celebration card, and reserved flower bouquet and washing my one-peace (cloths) for important day.

But he got angry without any reason and suddenly he changed our plan.

I could not understand, “ what is happening “ in our life at all.

So I sent friend request to you and his close friend in 2021 3月。

There was no other way and I came to scared of his lie of 2 years that I never assumed

Few friends asked to him

“ who is that girl ? “

And he created lie story about me that 

“ bad / strange girl who is stalking him “

I never stalked him.

I never committed any strange thing for 2 years even once.

EVERYTHING is his lie.

Gan-Jie san believed his lie and refused all of discussion in 3 person. (Before he makes this lie, she tried to talk to me in 3 person)

And he says “ Everything was lie for 2 years “ .

No, way . . . . , 

I know everything.

His eyes, his smile, his love, Everything was not a fake, certainly.

Always time has stopped in silence when he hugged me.

He is my first love and first partner. So first close person.

He just taught me always that how much wonderful & warm love is.

It was not a fake like he says.

In past, I have experience to be bulled as “ I am stalker “ 

← that is complete lie and paparazzi used this gossip for money.

To delete this gossip, I needed a lot of money to ask lawyer for paparazzi’s company but I could not pay all, and fake gossip is remaining yet.

Victor san used this gossip so badly and evil way .

People and Jie san believed his lie soon.

You, also blocked me in spring of 2021

This bulling took even my right for fair discussion and treated from people as humanely .

His friends thought I am bad/strange girl who is stalking him.

Even while I was in the abysm agony for betray of only family and loosing the most important person.

I really need the right opportunity with she or him to have the fair discussion or something.

After I knew his truth, we couldn’t even have talk once yet.

For this 500days - 12000hours after I knew his truth and he made lie about me, I never could remember the beauty in life.

No eat, only water, 

No sleep and wake up soon with bad dream or his dream.

I never could go out from bed room and wake up.

My daily place’s people worried about me because I disappeared for 500days suddenly.

Even though I told them “ I will come again soon, or tomorrow! 🌸 ”

I want the fair opportunity or at least proper talk while I live.

If you have any way to contact him, please help to bring this situation to the right way as human morality.

I hope your wonderful trips in your life.

Ayaka